1. |
1,2
03:02
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Told You I wasn't sure 'bout this anymore
On the stage with lights shining on me
Figured that I should trust in the little voice
That's been telling me to keep singing
On, but I am sick of the song in my head
Can't trust what You've said
Oh, I can't sing anymore
Know that I'm full of flaws
More than I can handle
All the shit that I keep believing
Keep to myself and push
'Till I'm worn and tattered
But I wonder, "How far is too far?"
Or am I just alone in my thoughts and emotions
I'm torn
Oh, I can't think anymore
I'm torn
Told You I wasn't sure 'bout this anymore
On the stage with lights shining on me
Know that I'm full of flaws
More than I can handle
But I wonder "How far is too far?"
Think of the past, move on
There is more to come
I'm too fucking scared of the future
Sick of the cycling thoughts
And the daily battle
But I know there's grace so abounding
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2. |
Abalone
03:53
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Can't leave my bed, the third time this week
I don't wanna speak to you
Blew off my friends, I don't have the strength to move
Nobody seems to comprehend when I explain this mood
It's only when I am lonely at home
that I want to be alone
Why can't I be like everyone else?
They wake up and want to go
Why can't I see the good things You have in store?
Why do I only think of death
and wish for it come?
It's only when I am dying in bed
That I want to live again
This will pass and go
You will see the morning light
This will pass for sure
You will see the rest of life
Is it alright to be this depressed
when I'm sitting next to You?
It doesn't seem to make any sense or clue
If there is even a shred of the truth
within my belief of You
I'll wait until the end just to see it through
Dead or alive
Dead or alive
Dead or alive
Dead or alive
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3. |
Pour Boy
05:09
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'Fraid of the gold
at the end of the rainbow
What will it hold?
Fame, fortune
I don't know
I don't know
I don't wanna grow old
I'm not ready for war, no
I don't wanna be sold, no
I just wanna be poor
Oh, no
He said, she said I'm no good
Never was one for the labels
We was looking for those clues
That was all that was took
I don't know
I don't know
Little did I know of what would become of me
The monster in my home
Didn't think I'd live until the day I'd see
My ego take my soul
Spider walking down the drain
Piles of rotting corpses in pain
Miles to go until I'm myself again
Won't You lift me up as high as You can
I don't know
I don't know
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4. |
Pretty Good
04:30
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1995, closer to some four million babies
Were born to their mothers' eyes
Though I shouldn't be alive
At 16 and 18, You caught me by the hide
Twice and time again, You saved my life
Sorry for all the times
I took every act of mercy as if
I alone could justify
You were watching from the side
Pulling the strings so
That I'd not run or hide
All along, You led me to You
Home has found me where I'm standing
Whoa
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5. |
It's Not You
06:21
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Change is coming, fall has left my mind
Calling back the memories of all the winter's trials
I didn't mind when I was scrapping for time
Kind of hard to say, but what else is left
To try again
It's not you it's me
Listen to the seasons crying alone
Kissed You on the cheek
Watch as blood gets spilled
Change is steady, all a damn surprise
Waiting to collect all the reaping of summertime
I wouldn't mind if I were never to rise
Kind of hard to say
But what else is left
But to try
It's not you, it's me
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6. |
Time Again
06:41
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I don't know why I came here,
I thought You sent me
I can't say that I've been here
Living so happily
Tossed to and fro by the wind
Choking myself with my sin
But I can see the end of the season I'm in
Life's been turned upside down by circumstances
My own thoughts are consuming my faith in Your promises
Addicted to sadness as dope,
Depression has stolen my hope from me
But I can say only one thing to You
Your love has been faithful in my brokenness,
I'm sorry for rendering it helpless
Your light has been breaking me time and time again
But time has been treating me reckless
And as I lay here dying
Hoping the night is much longer than the day
A thought screams out from my soul
A thought screams out from my soul
Why do You still say that I'm Your beloved?
Why, oh when I have left You,
Do You keep on beckoning?
My mindset's been set on this world
The future, the worries, the girl
But I so long to be living
In Your love again
Your love has been faithful in my brokenness,
I'm sorry for rendering it helpless
Your light has been breaking me time and time again
But time has been making me reckless
And as I lay here dying
Hoping the night is much longer than the day
A thought screams out from my soul
A thought screams out from my soul
I need You
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